I keep getting this question of why Am I doing this. The only real answer to that is because God has begun using me in oppurtunities greater than myself. As I stated in my testimony, my life has always had God as a part of it, but recently I realised how wrong of a Choice that was. God is not part of my life, God is my entire life. Until recently that thought didnt click for me. I thought God was my life, but until my grandpa died, I didnt realise how wrong I was. My life wasnt truly about God. My life was about myself, and I was just letting God be a sideline observer. When my grandpa died everything aligned in my mind and I realised that my life needed to literally revolve around God.
When this dawned on me, I gave my life up completely to God, and now he is using it for his greater purpose. My life has completely gone through reconstruction all of what I though before has now been altered. Like the ideas I had subconsciously formed about what the sins mattered and which ones didnt. And the thoughts I had about Devotions. And basically.... Everything.
I am doing this blog to hopefully make the same change that happened in my life, happen in others too. I am dedicating my time right now to help get this message through to christians everywhere that God needs to be the center point of your life. He literally needs to be the the point of origin that everything else revolves around. It took me 2 years of really thinking to get this through my head, but now that it has, I am trying to make a difference. By writing this blog I am trying to get the Young Christians of the world off of their spiritual couches, and starting running the race that God has placced before them. With this blog I hope to help teenagers from all parts of the globe stop going through the motions. And to help them realize that sitting back as the world revolves is not enough for God. But that we, in every second of every day, no matter what stage of life we are going through, need to be fully and completely "Walking the Christian Walk" and not "Walking the Worldly Walk"
Jake,
ReplyDeleteThank you for openly sharing what God has been doing within you and areas where you have struggled as well.